It's For Everyone

Assalamualaikum and hye....

  Today, I'm not really well...Having a sickness which I don't really know the cause and I don't know what it's called but what I know is it's awful...So....mcmne nk mule ni ek?? Hadoii...jap..lemme think

  Ok, so I know I have haters..I really know that...So, klu korng benci aq, just wanna let you guys know that I don't hate you, at all...I hated you before but now sume prasaan benci, marah, menyampah, sume prasaan yg burok2 tu da trbang melayang ke mana ntah....Aq masih waras walaupun aq sakit, ok?? Korng msti fikir

"IS SHE OUT OF HER MIND???"

Seriosuly, I'm still in a good state of mind...I just came to realize that there should be only ONE SINGLE ENEMY for each and every one of us, muslims which is shaitaan... Tekankan once again..only one...no other...sbb tu r aq da x bnci kat korng...seriously...lgpown kite sesame Islam x elok benci-membenci kn?? I may have done tons of mistakes...humans make mistakes right?? I may have wronged you and I'm sorry..I'm really really sorry...But. I won't say that I'd do anything for you to forgive me..Aq pon ade maruah gak kn??

  One more thing, I'm going through the process of endless self-improvement..So, I need your support..Tell me, text me, inbox me anything that you dislike or in other words 'hate' about me...But don't tell it publicly, sbb itu dikire mcm mengaibkan org kan...aq pena buat and aq pena kene...Aq menyesal...SO, PLEASE.....JUST PLEASEEEE......TELL ME!!!!!!! I really, really wanna know, what's wrong with me....

I need your opinion...

Al-Kisah

Assalamualaikum

Nk mati mati mati punye lame aq x update blog ni..da brhabuk da...bnyk sgt cite aq nk cite ni..tp x tercerita...but aq mcm tringin lak nk cite psl 2 character yg memainkan peranan dlm idop aq ni..not parents la, but friends...2 org tw.....Dorng ni kn ade kat sisi aq time aq rse cm da xde sbb utk aq idop...dorng da bnyk gile tlg aq doe...Alya and Farah Izaty adela main priority aq..Inani and Fatin ialah the next...aq da xtw cmne nk describe yg aq syg dorng gile babeng... And there's actually 2 other guys yg aq syg gile babeng jugak, but there are more like brothers la...seriously, x pna jmpe dorng, x pna ckp dgn dorng, stakat chat kat fb je but aq rse mcm da create a very strong bond dgn dorng...A x brani nk post gmab dorng sbb msti ade copyright kan? hehe...2 insan yg disanjungi ni adalah *drum rolls

1) Amirul Alif
2) Mohamad Halim

dorng 2 ni da bnyk bg nasihat aq..more like to giving me a reason to stay alive..mak die...extreme ayat aq..haha...pape pon syg dorng gegilegilegilegilegile

Kambing Fatin Maisarah

Gemuk and Gendut

Exam Day 2 and 3

Actually, if possible, farah x nk ckp bnyk psl exam ni..sumpah benci...Day 1 smpai day 3..sume susah..silap aribulan, bole muntah study bnyk....errgghhhh...da dmm tw x study ni..nseb baik da ok..pipi rse cm bengkak, kpala brdenyut..simptom demam...klu farah la...errghh..benci..sume susah...malas nk ckp bnyk..k..bye

Exam Day 1

Assamalualaikum...and good day..

Nak story psl first day exam of form 4..First day exam dgn subjek baru..First exam after PMR.. Today we had English, Physics and Mathematics.. English wasn't that hard..Sempat tido lg lepas paper...Fizik plak x cukup mse...sumpah sakit hati....Studied physics smpai mindcrack smlm...There's no such thing as mindcrack sbnrnye...Cube nk express betapa susahnye physics..x dpt jugak jwpn..errghh...mathematics la yg mnjadi penawar hatiku yg perit sbb die bole jwab...x kate senang ek..tp bole jawab la......hurmm...esok...bm, chemistry and History..takot history je ni sbnrnye..ekh, x,..takot semua....

"HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF, FARAH. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!"

I wish you knew that I'm still holding on to these words whenever I feel like I'm hanging by a thread...I  miss you..<3

Hopes....

Assalamualaikum...

It's been so long x tulis post...ats penyakit kemalasan yg mlande...erkk...form 4..yucks..aq nk blk form 3 la...rindu sgt sgt..form 4 ni tiring..dala farah zaty da xde...i mean, die pinda skola..errghhh...aq sgt sgt mgharap kehidupan aq bole nk bruba..tension la...pressure....aq mcm mnyampah sgt dgn 2012..but whatever happens, i must move on kn?? Ditmbh lg dgn subjek subjek yg sudah nk memusingkan kpale aq smpai 500 degree bak kate Hazwani Zainal....erkk...aq rindu kawan kawan aq, aq rindu cikgu cikgu aq, aq rindu family aq...erkk..aq x stay jao pon..still sbumbung kay..but for some reasons, i should say that..smlm badminton...mmg penat..pagi skola. petang badminton, mlm tuition..nseb baik hr ni xde tuition, klu x..mmg haish...esok lak ade mrentas desa...rse cm nk tumbuk muk org je..jap..bia aq tumbuk mke aq..dushh!! *LEBAM TU*..kfine aq merapu...aq tension lg sbb kehidupan aq disemak lg dgn kawan baik aq yg bruba jd something weird...erkk..stop the story right there..memandangkan hr da hujan...waktu maghrib pon hpir tibe..so..bubbye

Weirdo pnye post

 Assalamualaikum, jap jap..Sehat?

Post ni aq mls nk kasi intro pnjg pnjg..So, aq straight to the point je la yek..Ok..Aku pena bgtau x yg manusia ni makhluk yg plik sbnrnye..Ok, some of u guys msti mcm 

"BKN DIE SORANG JE KE YG PLIK?"

Ok, fine, aq pon plik gak sbb aq manusia...Manusia adala makhluk allah yg unik dan juga mesin yg pling unik and complicated..Allah's great.. But prsoalana ku kat sini ialah..sdgkan manusia ni makhluk yg hebat..knp appreciation bole hilang??

Aq ade sorg kwn ni yg aq x nk gtaw nme die..aq x marah..cme kecewa..sbb die tu kacang lupekan kulit..die dlu mmg baek sgt ngan aq..aq yg x ske die ats kisah lme trime die smula dgn hati trbuke..lps tu, die sakitkan hati aq lagi skali...mmg nk kene la kn?? Bengang btol... so, budak..klu ko trase...trase la ko

" IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME, FINE. I DON'T CARE CAUSE I HATE YOU TOO BUT RETURN MY FRIENDS BEFORE YOU LEAVE...ONE MORE THING, DON'T COME BACK AND STEAL MY FRIENDS!!!"

A Note Made For You

Assalamualaikum *****,

  Weyh, aq syg ko...and aq x kesah same ade ko syg aq ke x...tp yg pnting, aq nk tgk ko happy...How can I be happy when my loved ones are not? Aq ikhlas, aq jujur, aq btol btol nk tgk ko bahagia. Aq sedar aq x berhak utk mengawal ko pnye plans, decisions ke ape ke..but, if i'm in ur shoes, aq akn cbe ckp ngan die, face-to-face, tnye die same ade die ade problem ke, understand his situation and make him understand ur situation, ur feelings and everything...aq mngaku yg die tu mmg x boleh dibawa brbincang UNLESS FORCED....I've done that before and I know how hard it was but hasilnye we sort it all out..we had a good relationship but then aq da x tahan gak...sng cite, da bosan da..So, aq harap ko tw ape yg ptot ko buat lps ni..Bubbye and assalamualaikum

                                                                                      yg nk ko senyum

                                                                                       Farah Aliah